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arscollins. On 9.14.2018, we saw @ozzyosbourne.🦇 (& Stone Sour, eh.🙃 lol) It was

On 9.14.2018, we saw @ozzyosbourne.🦇 (& Stone Sour, eh.🙃 lol) It was incredible. Time of my life. Best concert yet. Anyways, we always get t-shirts from the tours we attend. Wellllllll, the merch. lines were a clusterfffffff & the "herds of drunken cattle" (as we called them🤣) were stampeding. It was SO awesome though.😁 We were never able to get shirts.😓 BUT yesterday, @benzmotorwagen had a gift delivered for ME (& him)!🥰 He surprised me with #NOMORETOURS2 shirts!! Made. My. Freakin. Day.🤗 (because it sure was a rough one, damn it.😔) So, now that I rambled on as usual...Thank you Anthony for being YOU!😘 Everything.❤ & for you Ozzy, See you again in 353 days!🤘☠ 6.6.2020🖤 #princeofdarkness #justbecausegift #metalfam #metalheads #metalchick #rockout #bandwear #thelittlethings #ilovemyhusband #luckylady #ihadthetimeofmylife #bucketlist #ozzyosbourne #thankyouthankyouthankyou #yesyesyes #metalcouple #thoughtful #werocked #radaf #thishappened #forreal #hellyes #september2018 #concertlovers #bejealous #lifemade #holyshitmas #rockon #badass

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arscollins. Some people don’t understand Fibromyalgia, I have decided to speak up

Some people don’t understand Fibromyalgia, I have decided to speak up & out instead of covering up how I feel. It's difficult to explain, it's more than constant pain, it is exhaustion, lack of energy & a multitude of other symptoms that make functioning each day pretty damn hard. Some days are better than others & then I tend to overdo things to get them done. I'm doing what I need to do to enable myself to live/cope as well as possible. Some people have the opinion of "it cannot be that bad." Of course, I'm aware people are not able to understand something unless it happens to them, I was one of those people. BUT let me tell you, it is not that bad…It. Is. A. Whole. Lot. Worse!! I struggle each & every day to understand. I wish to ease up on my expectations, accept that I can't do some things, respect there are limitations & don’t take things so personally. (Easier said than done.) I'm learning that I have to do what is right for ME, not what is best for everyone else, & if that offends/tramples upon your sensibilities, I'm sorry. I’ve gone past being careful not to upset anyone or hurt their feelings. I’m too tired for all that. I’m learning to say “NO” more often. (Hardest thing I've ever done.) The thing is, no matter how hard I try, when the tank is empty, there are no reserves! My tolerance levels become zilch. I have to manage out the energy I have. (work in progress.) Quite often, I over do it & I have to pay for it later. I prefer to be alone because social interaction has become challenging for me. (insane.) If you want to help, ask me! Don’t assume you know what is best for me. Things are not always as they appear. I probably look well. Try not to judge unless you walk in my shoes. I DO NOT want sympathy, I just need you to try to understand!!! So now after my crazy mind had me type like crazzzzzy- at the end of the day, I know...I AM DOING THE VERY BEST THAT I CAN.🙌 #howifeel #warrior #longestpostever #sorrynotsorry #EDUCATEYOURSELF #donerant #selflove #sendingoutanSOS #fibromyalgiaawareness #sayNO #doyourresearch #fibromyalgia #fightlikeagirl #fibroflare #chronicillness #thestruggleisreal #keeponkeepingon #invisibleillness #selflove #overcome

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