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xnterruptedfood. Ended up playing it kinda safe for night snack, everything felt wrong

Ended up playing it kinda safe for night snack, everything felt wrong and hard. Oatmeal BUT with raspberry jam - which I never use when I get to choose. (At day treatment you need to have jam on your oatmeal.) 🥣 #edrecovery #recovery #ednos #vegan

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edmemesforillteens. [TW]
Oof when I was in 8th grade my parents found some depressing shit

[TW] Oof when I was in 8th grade my parents found some depressing shit in my journal but it was really just angsty emo stuff. They deadass thought but I was suicidal but at the time I wasn't. Now I'm so much worse and they think nothing of it can I get a RIP in chat • • #edmemes #eatingdisordermemes #anorexia #bulimia #nichememes #actualnichememes #mentalhealthmemes #ocdmemes #bpdmemes #depressionmemes #memes #depression #anxiety #suicidememes #f4f #ednos #therapymemes #relatable

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frailgrasp. 05.01.19
breakfast: 279 g grapes {187}.
dinner: vegan “barbacoa” made

05.01.19 breakfast: 279 g grapes {187}. dinner: vegan “barbacoa” made with green lentils and shredded carrots wrapped in rice spring rolls {499}. exercise: walking {-46}. total: {641}. i know my dinner looks like actual shit, but i swear it tasted better than it looks. i honestly haven’t done anything today except grocery shopping and making dinner. i’ve just been on my phone/computer all day. i’m really disappointed of myself. i know it’s still early in the year, but i really wanted 2019 to be the year of improving: start writing again, getting back to play the piano and improving my french but so far nothing have happened. when i get home from school i literally just stare at my computer for the rest of today. hopefully i can gear myself up to cleaning my room tomorrow as it’s so messy right now. still haven’t fully unpacked from vacation and we got back home a week ago tomorrow. what a waste of life i’ve become. {backup: @46kgsplease}.

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ednos_memes. So I guess this hospital could do a better job. Mine could too, I had

So I guess this hospital could do a better job. Mine could too, I had opioids in my inner pocket🤯🤯 "it's tool that will help us later"

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alexlight_ldn. My very own #10yearchallenge, except with a 5-year update thrown in!

My very own #10yearchallenge, except with a 5-year update thrown in! It goes like this: 1. Unhealthy and unhappy, 2. Even more unhealthy and unhappy, 3. A damn sight healthier and ten times happier. Proud to see how far I’ve come - it’s not been easy and it’s not been fun but I’m here and everything to do with food/weight/body image makes a lot more sense now (not saying it’s perfect because it’s definitely not). How are you doing? I know a lot of you who follow me have issues with any/all of the above too - DM me if you need someone to talk to. I’m obviously not trained so I can’t offer professional advice but I’m someone that’s been through something similar that can offer a sympathetic ear.

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skiesandskin. 🕸 [yellow] 🕸
skipped breakfast because my stress levels were too hig

🕸 [yellow] 🕸 skipped breakfast because my stress levels were too high. had art therapy and i made a gratitude book for daily use. the first thing i’m grateful for? to be alive. hahahahaha 🤣 not for long!! wtf. • just ate lunch and am wishing to empty myself. but i can’t since people are watching me like a hawk. i also think i poisoned myself as i ate the right side of my sandwich first 😥😥. why do i even fucking try? —- #anorexia #atypicalanorexia #osfed #ednos #arfid #edrelapse #bulimia #thinspire #bodygoals #goals #relapse #eatingdisorder #ed #eatingdisorderrelapse #ana #mia #fasting #purging #getskinnyordietrying #skinny #depression #anxiety #ocd #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #posttraumaticstressdisorder #ptsd #trauma #dissociation #selfinjury

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Say it louder for the people in the back🙌🏼 Mental illness is MENTAL illness. Just like you can’t judge a book by its cover, you can’t always see someone’s pain on the outside.

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kristenpa. I’m not okay today, I’m not okay at all. This is okay. I survived. I w

I’m not okay today, I’m not okay at all. This is okay. I survived. I will not engage in self destructive behavior due to circumstances. I’m strong and will get through this. Remember, it’s okay to feel - it’s how you react and I REFUSE to let an unfortunate circumstance hurt the progress I’ve made. #health #mentalhealth #anxiety #panicattack #depression #ptsd #bpd #ednos #edrecovery #edwarrior #adultswitheds #eatingdisorderrecovery #metoo #strength #itsokaytonotbeokay

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gethealthyandbeatmyednos. while i do agree with what i said in this photo, i have a different vi

while i do agree with what i said in this photo, i have a different view now. my body needs more than just a passing thought of accepting my unhealthy coping mechanisms. this was 2015, and i was 230 pounds. not healthy nor happy. #losingweight #icandothistherightway #ednos

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kiki_tei. Swipe for a meme lol

Swipe for a meme lol

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kiki_tei. I hope this doesn’t ruin my feed :(

I hope this doesn’t ruin my feed :(

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wowiwanttobedead. Today I have a meeting with a teacher at school about my options when

Today I have a meeting with a teacher at school about my options when it comes to leaving school. I feel crushed. She asked my what I wanted to do and she basically said that the route I want to take i: unrealistic and that I should give up on it and choose a different route. That makes me feel great. Really really great. She also started being nosey and asking about my person life, mental health and all that all in front of my mum. She started to criticise me for working to hard and the way I’ve affected my ‘well being’ Now she’s telling my head of year, form tutor and the child protection officer at my school about her concerns and I’m honestly drained. I’m done with my school shit and I really don’t have the energy or motivation to even try hard anymore. I’m not bothered I know I’m not going to succeed. I’m constantly distracted and feel horribly sick. Stress from school, the treatment from my mum and boyfriend, my insecurities and much more it’s deteriorating me. Someone explain why I’m trying. Apparently nothing to live for.

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anorexia.warriorr. ▪This is actually I cry for help made by myself.
Alba.💫

▪This is actually I cry for help made by myself. Alba.💫

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shadow_can_recover. PM Snack(s) : most of this pint (new flavour and not my fave ngl) + 5

PM Snack(s) : most of this pint (new flavour and not my fave ngl) + 5 clementines + a packet of peking duck flavour crisps (the overpriced itsu low cal version, u know the ones..) . . . . Accomplished very little today due to poor concentration and sleep issues, as per. Still, sorted out laundry, restocked freezer, listened to a few legal podcasts/lectures and made advances in the novel i am reading rn. I seem to have adopted the ‘one day at a time’ memo a bit too literally 😅 I’m not looking forward to dinner cos i had snack really late as i was scared and didn’t want to ‘be greedy’ so now i’m full of ice cream and fruit and have to eat savory scary oven food in like 15 minutes ahhhh. I don’t purge anymore (‘clean’ for 4 years) and rarely want to, but rn all i can hear in my head is ‘do it doesn’t matter anyway no one cares about ur recovery just make room for dinner so u can be normal in front of people that put up with you’ 🙃 #edlogic

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elly.recovers. My dinner wasn’t really a “positive experience”. Before dinner I had t

My dinner wasn’t really a “positive experience”. Before dinner I had that orange 🍊 and then I started cooking the chicken 🐓, because my mum is sick and I helped her with the house work... the smell of the chicken gave me nausea 🤢 but i tried not to think about that. I also put some nachos in a box so that my brother and my dad could eat them and finish the packet but TW I ended up having most of them. I felt guilty about that so I drank a lot of water so that I could feel full before even starting to eat... then I had the chicken (I didn’t have the skin of it though) and two small pieces of bread with cream cheese 🍞 (50 grams each). #orthorexia #creamcheese #bread #chicken #mentalbreakdown #orthorexiarecovery #realrecovery #healthy #foodisfuel #italianfood #balanced #anorexiarecovery #orthorexiarecovery #anawarrior #recoveryisworthit #eatingdisorders #tasty #recoveryispossible #recovery #edfighter #mentalhealth #eatittobeatit #challenging #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthawareness #healthyfood #recoverymeal #edwarrior #anorexia #ednos

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changingperspective2019. Two Frube jokes a day keeps Depression and Anxiety at bay... Slowly ad

Two Frube jokes a day keeps Depression and Anxiety at bay... Slowly adding to my intake and the jokes definitely soothe me and make me feel like it’s okay to eat! My therapist is away this week and didn’t arrange cover, but told me she did so I turned up anyway. Long story short, I was waiting for an hour, got weighed (lost again), then had a chat with another psychologist who was soooo much better than my usual one. Two negatives turned into a positive! #eatingdisorderecovery #disorderedeating #atypicalanorexia #atypicalanorexiarecovery #ednos #ednosrecovery #therapy #recovery #fighting #frubes #depression #anxiety #jokes #positivethinking

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fasting_my_ass_off. Why tf do I keep binging. I hate hate hate it. I wanna die so bad.

Why tf do I keep binging. I hate hate hate it. I wanna die so bad.

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blackberrysfood. 18 hours fast was succesful! I’ve ate loads of carby food before noon

18 hours fast was succesful! I’ve ate loads of carby food before noon then went for a run. Total intake is 1700 kcal and I’ve run a half marathon so my net kcal is around 600-650 kcal 🤗 I only drank chocolate milk after my run and fasting until tomorrow. #food #fooddiary #whatiate #whatiatetoday #carbs #highcarbday #longrun #halfmarathon #halfmarathonfood #runnerfood #restrict #restricting #calories #caloriecounting #weightloss #ed #ednos #osfed #eatingdisorder

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fatsadteen. Ok so i didnt really plan to fast for 24h but i just wasnt that hungry

Ok so i didnt really plan to fast for 24h but i just wasnt that hungry so i was like eh why not? XD i ate a lot of unhealthy stuff yesterday and i mean A LOT so im not surprised why im not that hungry. Currently its 7pm so thats 19 hours on the fast woo! Ill fast until 2pm tomorrow cus i gotta stick with the plan. And i really want to walk home again. It was relaxing and it was fun imagining what my body would look like when i got skinnier. it also is good for my legs so ayyyy XD ill try to force myself to walk but we'll see. Im studying now and im gonna go on a walk with my brother afterwards to complete my goal. I have to get to 10k steps XD i just have to. So thats that~

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recovery.fmh. 🇬🇧👇
»What's like to have depression?«
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➳Sometimes it's not having

🇬🇧👇 »What's like to have depression?« 💓 ➳Sometimes it's not having the energy to get out of bed in the morning and sometimes it's getting out of bed anyway - ➳ Sometimes it's not having the energy to smile or to socialize and sometimes it's smiling and pretending to be fine - ➳ Sometimes it's feeling numb or nothing at all and sometimes it's feeling everything at once - ➳ Sometimes it's laying on your floor while listening to sad songs and sometimes it's just sitting on your bed while starring at a wall - ➳ Sometimes it's crying yourself to sleep and sometimes it's not having the energy to cry at all - ➳ Sometimes it's eating too little bc you lost your appetite and sometimes it's eating 'too much' bc you crave things that make you happy again. - Depression looks different and everyone is coping with it differently. So just bc someone seems to be fine it doesn't mean they are fine. If you're struggling then please reach out to someone it's never too late to fight against your inner demons💪❤️ - - - [Tags: #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #ed #eatingdisorder #bodypositivity #safeplace #fuckanorexia #eatingdisorderecovery #ednos #prorecovery #bulimia #bulimic #bingepurge #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #bingeeatingdisorder #healthy #recovery #recoveryyispossible #recoverycommunity #mentalhealthrecovery #selflove #anorexie #magersuchtrecocery #magersucht #essstörung #fuckdietculture]

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handonmyass. i found some nice lighting but not my sense of self. i had intrusive t

i found some nice lighting but not my sense of self. i had intrusive thoughts of my teeth crumbling out last night for the first time (my teeth r in perfect health but doesn’t seem sustainable without feeding myself more). i need a mental glow up!!!!!

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